192.7…but…

 So I’m making such good progress, but these reduced calories make me SO hungry! So I ate easily 600 calories worth of goldfish crackers. Seriously what is wrong with me. I just need more vegetables at home so that I can eat low cal foods when I’m hungry. I’ll have to not eat anything tonight so that I don’t ruin my progress. 

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