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180.1… the flu diet

 My kid brought home a wicked bug on Friday. She threw up and had diayon Saturday, Sunday, and Sunday night. Last night my husband had diarrhea then about an hour later puked his brains out. He felt better after that. I was still feeling nauseous and at about 10pm I threw up, but didn’t feel that sense of relief. Then I liked again. Before bed I tried to puke but I just pooped. Then at midnight I puked. Puked again at 4.  I’m so dehydrated and feel so weak. I’m still a bit nauseas but don’t want to throw up anymore. I just want some juice or Gatorade. And we’re so conflicted - do we send her to daycare or try to take care of her here? We’re leaning on sending her because we’re pretty sick, and I hope she eats there and keeps the food down. They may send her home if she has diarrhea or pukes. Then we have to keep her home for three days. 
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182.2… no regrets

 I mean, yesterday was a day of celebration and honestly if I was in the 170s I would have let myself indulge more, but I’m still pretty big so I kept it pretty good. Today I did okay as well, but I did eat a bite of a donut that is stale and it worth the calories, and I had a bite of free ice cream. Tomorrow I’ll try and do better. I would really love if it if I was in the 170s by Mother’s Day. That would be a great gift. The gift of getting my body back. So my new goal for June 2st is 172. Can I do it?? Or do I need to do the Kim k met gala diet LOL
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181.4! New weight, who dis?

 Well I’m very happy with my progress! Two people have noticed my weight loss (yes my mother is one LOL) but my clothes fit different, I can bend over more and I definitely feel better. Weight loss has not been a motivation of fasting because I know I never lose weight while fasting, but I tried my hardest to stay away from bad foods. I cheated once and it thankfully did no damage to my journey. I just weighed myself now and I’m 180 on the scale - at night with clothes on!  But tomorrow is a day to celebrate and I’m gonna indulge without going overboard. We’re having burgers and fries for dinner, and I may have a cookie (or two) for dessert. Tomorrow I’m definitely having hashbrowns with breakfast, maybe I’ll be good for lunch or maybe I’ll be good for dinner. Maybe I’ll be good for dinner since it’s at my MIL and I don’t want to give her the satisfaction lol.  But then after that I’m going to be strict again, and my next cheat will be close to 170 and it will be an all o...
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189.3… yes!!!

 I’ve wanted to get to the 180s for a very long time, and. Is I’m here thank God. I might be able to start fasting today which means I should stop checking my weight daily so that my intentions of fasting don’t get confused with dieting. So I’ll see you May 2nd and hopefully I’ll be 184 or less!! 
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190.1

 Sooooooo close!!! I can’t believe the weight is finally coming off. The next three weeks will be interesting, I will be fasting and I don’t want my intention to be losing weight but I will continue to cut out the baddies from my diet and see what happens. I’m contemplating how often I should weigh myself over the next three weeks. By may 2nd I would like to be 184. Should I just not update this until then? I don’t know if I can do it but I will try. 
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190.8

 Man I’m the worst at this. Up, down, up, down. I’m going to try my hardest this time because I’ve already wasted three months and lost no weight and there’s only four months left until the wedding and I want to at least be a loose 12. Right now I’m a very tight 14. But ever since I stopped nursing and my period had returned I feel like it’s been easier to lose weight. I weighed myself naked and I’m 189.9. I haven’t seen the 180s in over a year. Shame on me for gaining weight after giving birth. I hope I’m in the 180s tomorrow morning (i weigh with my pajamas on to be consistent). 
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192.2 but FML

 This is so frustrating. I wish I could just cry but I can’t make myself to do it. I was doing so well barely eating anything, then we went out for lunch and I had some breaded fish but veggies and maybe a lot of crackers but then shot back up to 192.2 today. I should have continued the diet but I’m so upset I ate like 5 Oreo cookies, rice, the leftover fried fish and chicken. Nothing after that because I’m so nauseous. And I’m worried I’m not weaning properly because my breasts are still very heavy and they’re starting to hurt so I bought some cabbage to help with the weaning so that I don’t get engorged.  Also I’m really upset that flow 93.5 is no more. I thought it was all moving as is to the new station but none of the morning people or the DJ moved over, so it’s not the same. And I was really enjoying my morning drive with their mix it was always soooooo good. The new station is terrible. The music is all over the place and the hosts sound generic. I didn’t listen much be...
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