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180.1… the flu diet

 My kid brought home a wicked bug on Friday. She threw up and had diayon Saturday, Sunday, and Sunday night. Last night my husband had diarrhea then about an hour later puked his brains out. He felt better after that. I was still feeling nauseous and at about 10pm I threw up, but didn’t feel that sense of relief. Then I liked again. Before bed I tried to puke but I just pooped. Then at midnight I puked. Puked again at 4.  I’m so dehydrated and feel so weak. I’m still a bit nauseas but don’t want to throw up anymore. I just want some juice or Gatorade. And we’re so conflicted - do we send her to daycare or try to take care of her here? We’re leaning on sending her because we’re pretty sick, and I hope she eats there and keeps the food down. They may send her home if she has diarrhea or pukes. Then we have to keep her home for three days. 

182.2… no regrets

 I mean, yesterday was a day of celebration and honestly if I was in the 170s I would have let myself indulge more, but I’m still pretty big so I kept it pretty good. Today I did okay as well, but I did eat a bite of a donut that is stale and it worth the calories, and I had a bite of free ice cream. Tomorrow I’ll try and do better. I would really love if it if I was in the 170s by Mother’s Day. That would be a great gift. The gift of getting my body back. So my new goal for June 2st is 172. Can I do it?? Or do I need to do the Kim k met gala diet LOL

181.4! New weight, who dis?

 Well I’m very happy with my progress! Two people have noticed my weight loss (yes my mother is one LOL) but my clothes fit different, I can bend over more and I definitely feel better. Weight loss has not been a motivation of fasting because I know I never lose weight while fasting, but I tried my hardest to stay away from bad foods. I cheated once and it thankfully did no damage to my journey. I just weighed myself now and I’m 180 on the scale - at night with clothes on!  But tomorrow is a day to celebrate and I’m gonna indulge without going overboard. We’re having burgers and fries for dinner, and I may have a cookie (or two) for dessert. Tomorrow I’m definitely having hashbrowns with breakfast, maybe I’ll be good for lunch or maybe I’ll be good for dinner. Maybe I’ll be good for dinner since it’s at my MIL and I don’t want to give her the satisfaction lol.  But then after that I’m going to be strict again, and my next cheat will be close to 170 and it will be an all o...