Losing the Baby Weight

 I’ve wanted to get to the 180s for a very long time, and. Is I’m here thank God. I might be able to start fasting today which means I should stop checking my weight daily so that my intentions of fasting don’t get confused with dieting. So I’ll see you May 2nd and hopefully I’ll be 184 or less!! 

 Sooooooo close!!! I can’t believe the weight is finally coming off. The next three weeks will be interesting, I will be fasting and I don’t want my intention to be losing weight but I will continue to cut out the baddies from my diet and see what happens. I’m contemplating how often I should weigh myself over the next three weeks. By may 2nd I would like to be 184. Should I just not update this until then? I don’t know if I can do it but I will try. 

 Man I’m the worst at this. Up, down, up, down. I’m going to try my hardest this time because I’ve already wasted three months and lost no weight and there’s only four months left until the wedding and I want to at least be a loose 12. Right now I’m a very tight 14. But ever since I stopped nursing and my period had returned I feel like it’s been easier to lose weight. I weighed myself naked and I’m 189.9. I haven’t seen the 180s in over a year. Shame on me for gaining weight after giving birth. I hope I’m in the 180s tomorrow morning (i weigh with my pajamas on to be consistent).